This has been the hardest year of my life. I have lost 15 pounds, but I needed too! I feel constantly uneasy. I want this particular state of being to cease. I am struggling with it terribly. It is holding me back. It is keeping me from my higher understanding. The constant thoughts are almost terrifying. Hmmmmm that makes it sound life threatening and it is far from that. Perhaps I need to stop being soooo melodramatic. If that is who you are, can you stop it?