Hardest Year of My Life

This has been the hardest year of my life.  I have lost 15 pounds, but I needed too!  I feel constantly uneasy. I want this particular state of being to cease.  I am struggling with it terribly.  It is holding me back.  It is keeping me from my higher understanding.  The constant thoughts are almost terrifying.  Hmmmmm that makes it sound life threatening and it is far from that.  Perhaps I need to stop being soooo melodramatic.  If that is who you are, can you stop it?

School and School

I feel like I am struggling right now.  And I mean I really really feel like I am struggling.  I have so much that I want and need to do in my classroom and yet I have so much homework that I need to do.  Maybe taking a class right now was not a good idea.  It's just I know that once I get going everything will fall into place a little bit better than what it is.  I am soooo tired of everything that is going on right now.  I started seeing students the second day of school, but I need to be assessing and testing so the students have been expecting awesome teaching and . . . I am not feeling it.  This is not how I wanted to start and I am frustrated!

The Bus

I was going towrite right quick, but my oldest has missed his bus!